Today is my birthday.
As I reflect on 33 years of life, here are some reflections that I have thought were true:
I thought that I could find life in:
Sports
Girls
Relationships
Reputation
Pornography
Owning things
Getting Married
Having Kids
But as I chased those things, I kept coming up empty. I was successful in athletics, had girlfriends, great friends, was the "good guy", looked at pictures of hot girls often, and had everything I could possibly want.
Even though I got all of those things, nothing could satisfy my heart. I had a huge whole in my life that only God could fill.
Once I gave my life to Christ, my life changed forever. Running after Christ has been the best decision I've ever made.
Here is what is true now that I am following Christ:
I am secure in Christ
My eternity is set
I have hope in something much greater than any "thing" on the planet
I can use sports to glorify Christ instead of myself
I can use my work to glorify Christ instead of myself
My marriage is sweeter following Jesus
I am a better husband following Jesus
I am a better friend following Jesu
I have peace
God satisfies my heart
I'm reminded of Psalms 37:25-29
"I was young and now am old
Yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken
Or their children begging for bread
He is ever lending generously,
and his children become a blessing
Turn Away from evil and do good
So shall you dwell forever
For the Lord loves justice
He will not forsake His saints
They are preserved forever
but the children of the wicked shall be cut off
The righteous shall inherit the land,
and dwell upon it forever.
God is worth it today, and will be forever.
I pray that I would continue to run the Straight Race after Christ, every day of my life!
Psalms 73- I Have Not Sought The Lord In Vain
Yet God is Good
Even when my ways stumble
I get envious of others
God, keep my heart humble
Why do the wicked succeed?
Their lives look fun
They increase in riches
And play in the sun
They wear pride like a jewel
Violence wraps them like a blanket
Their mouths set against heaven
While they enjoy their banquets
My heart was bitter towards God
When you knocked on the doors of my heart
I wanted nothing to do with You
Yet Your love made me whole!
When I look at these 33 years,
I have not sought the Lord in vain
You are worth it God!
I trust in Your reign